Start of a new "Chapter"

I just completed my wedding on Nov 26th and now starting a new chapter of my life.
Everything is done with now and we are now back to out normal life. No more worrying on the sitting arrangement, who to invite, what time to wake to for make up ..blah blah
Although the wedding is no like those fairy tales type wedding which we normally see in movies and TVs and it actually did screw up a bit for the dinner part but overall we enjoy it :)
My life have kinda come to still right now. Without having a clear direction on what i wanted to do and what i wanted to achive in the future. All i have now in life is work without the passion, gym (luckily still got things which i wanted to achieve), movies series :P My life now is basically waking up in the morning, rush to work, suffer through the 8 hrs, after work gym, reach home, eat while watching series till late night then waking up in the morning feeling tired for not having enough sleep the night before.
Life is "sien" but i know that things will become better :D

"Suiness" .....

I guess everyone also have the experience where everything just don't seems to go as per plan for you, which we hokkien called as "SUI".
Well i happen to be having the period of "Suiness" right now. Bad things just keep on coming my way but never mind i will face it with "courage". As i strongly believe in the chinese saying of "雨过天晴“ :D

Sex ?? Before ?? Marriage ??

"Sensitive" ... "Avoid" ... this is the 2 words that come across my mind when "SEX BEFORE MARRAIGE" is in the discussion.
What can be worst when this question is direct to you by a priest !!! I went through that yesterday and I still haven't fully recovered from it till now.
I told the truth. Maybe I should have lied instead, but no, I choose to to tell the truth. Being honest and brave at the wrong timing. I was then directed with another question " So that will you do if you got pregnant?". Straight away I answered with a firm and loud voice " Gave birth to my baby of course. As both me and my fiancee are financially and mentally prepare to be parents. We are also a legal couple according to the law thus our baby is also legal as we have already registered." The priest then gave me a blank stare in return. I get dissapointed face + need to go for confession + no holy communion + no "S??" until our marriage by end of this year.
To tell the truth I don't really think that I had did anything that bad. As long as I am mature enough to be responsible for every act that I took and am fully aware of the consequences, then it should be okay.
But still I have to go by the rules from now on as I am the one who choose to have a church marriage. It did cross my mind to not go ahead with it but if I choose to do so then I will really ended up hurting some one heart. Which I really don't want to do so .....
Have I really did something that BAD ??? Am I really that sinful ???

Finally ....

过去的好几个月，习惯了有时间时就阅读他人的blog。
While reading though those blogs you are able to put your self in others shoes to view things from their point of view. It's kinda like following the hong kong series day by day.
So 我决定要有一部以我为女主角的drama series,so today i shall have a blog of my own .........

I gave up … I gave up …. I have been struggling to write the upper part of this post in Chinese. Ai …sad my chinese is still as bad as the time I’m in secondary. Well the sad thing is my English is also not that good ……

I plan to have my blog URL to be the same as my name but not available anymore. So I try dozen of other names which I feel cool :P like The sea, The Sky , Just Me but to no avail. I even try them in French. At last I tried my luck by translating my name to French and it come out as “JuinJuin”. Errrr … it’s a bit weird and not cool at all but that will do