A Name ....

Lately I have been thinking a lot for the most suitable name for Xiao B.
At the end the list is down to 2 ...
1 ) Isaac
2 ) Timothy
The christian name part is not that tuff. The most head ache part is the part to get the chinese name. At first I plan to name Xiao B 凯杰 as this 2 word have always been my favourite :) But later found out that there is already someone with this name at Xiao B's dad side of family. So after "N" times of pushing,nagging and demanding Xiao B dad finally came up with 宇?. But up until now we can't seems to be able to decide. But we have shortlisted a few ...
1) 轩
2) 旋
3) 翔
Decision ...decision ...decision
Xiao B dad seems to think that we should name Xiao B after he is born so that those "master" can calculate his name base on his time of birth but i don't really buy that :P For me a person are in control of his own life of course with guidance from the Lord :D
Will leave it as it is for now since we can't really make a decision. As what I keep on telling my self lately, since i can't do anything about it now i might as well enjoy what i have now. "Enjoy work, Enjoy pregnancy" :D
As per the gynae Xiao B haven't turn his head yet and I'm a bit worried. Pray that eveything will be fine :)

回家真好

上个周末.. 我,妹与 Xiao B 回家去了 :)
回家的感觉真好,吃得饱,睡得好。与家人共享天伦之乐。我也带Xiao B 去参与主的盛宴。希望Xiao B会感受到主对我们的爱。
星期六， 一大早我,Xiao B与他爸 就的到Gynaecologist 那儿因Xiao B 是时候近行检察了。等了将近三个小时才轮到我们，真是要命。人人都想为家里添“小金猪“的原故吧！我也做了Blood Test。Gynae也建意我们做多一个checking for Down Syndrome baby。但Xiao B他爸 说不须要，因不论结果是如何，Xiao B 还得来这世界。请天主保佑，Xiao B 健健康康！！
虽然在踏上来 K.L 的路程前，出了一些小拆曲。但all is good :)
Thank you GOD for all the blessing.

天下没有不散的宴席

最近好多人路路续续的离开工司， 其中也包过了一位我最谈得来的同事。真的有点伤感， 丧气。
但我还不能离开，因为我有了小B。我也准备在小B诞生后就打包回家乡，因为对工作已失去了当初的热诚与期望。虽然因而失业的可能性非常高,但家永远是最温暖,安全 。
我好想念我的家 ！！
希望接下来的几个月会过的快快的 :)

情绪不稳定

常会在电视剧里看到女主角们生bb 前后都会面对一些的情绪问题。现在我真的体会到了。最近我会为了一些小事情就失控的哭起来。
目前我人在他乡，小B 爸爸又不在身边，居住环境又不理想。一想到每个周末要待在那有如烤炉般炎热的屋子里，眼泪就会不受控自的流下来。
虽然不清楚如何，但希望会有好转。

Promotion

我们全家上上下下每一个人都会有 "Promotion" .... 因为我怀孕了 :)
好期待新家庭会员的到来。

Stagnant

Lately I’m in a very depressing mood. No matter how I tried to cheer my self up nothing seems to be working. Everything seems to be stagnant for me now, career, married life, etc …. I am going no where, keep on circling the round about for like “n” times already. I do like my job a lot, but since I’m someone who is very quite and mostly keep everything to my self it’s very understandable that no one really notice me. I keep on getting the same old task over and over again and when ever there is anything new surely my name will not be in the list.
“You must speak up, take part in discussion, make your self visible to every body” … this is what my boss ask of me during last review. I agreed with it and am trying my best to work toward it but end up in disappointment. When I tried to speak up , discuss issue with the boss he don’t really seems to really pay attention to what I’m saying. What annoy me the most is I’m the one who work on the thing but he don’t want to ask me directly about it but instead go and ask some one else. That some one end up asking me in the end then report it to the “BOSS”.

“Why” …”Why” …. “Why” wouldn’t you listen when I tried to explain the whole picture to you. “Why” … “Why” … “Why” you end up asking others what I plan to explain to you in the first place.

Well I guess no one point trying so hard when no one going to notice it. I will just stick to what ever is assign to me and not anything extra. If the “BOSS” dare to comment that I don’t speak up or take part anymore in the next review. The “BOSS” is so going to get it.
I guess more trip to JobStreet for me now. Hopefully I will be able to get my ass out of here ASAP. I have totally loss hope with this job of mine already ……..